I Used to be a Talented Runner When I was in High School But Then I Lost My Incentive

I used to be a talented competitive runner in when I was in high school but the for some reason I lost my incentive to continue and decided to quit. After high school I dedcided to get a job instead of continuing with competitive running since I needed more money. Also I think that some of the girls who raced in my category in when I was in my last year of high school may have cheated in some of the races that we did since I had always exceeded them in races up until then.